Seminal Shore

Becoming

Apple seeds; orchards
A spring breeze; summer rain storms
All in all
Am meant to be

Ampersand

And there were
Two or three
Mutual faults
Begging the question
And you who
Were
The next in a line of
Order
Listed it out
Point by point
I didn't believe your reasons
Begging the question
But unasked
And one last
&

Opal

A chain around my sister's neck
There it hangs
Structural fire
October Opal

Period

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Empty Self

Holding everything
I let go

Nothingness the
Shape of

Breath 

Infinite Slaughter

Suppress your instincts, kill the noise
Lay down your life, repair and rejoice
Do not ask, do not speak
The time has come
Repeat
Life moves on
In the shade
Find what's missing
Collapse, pay
Infinite slaughter sounds so sweet
Love doesn't end
No longer complete

I know

You don't.
You can't handle love
This game we play,
with no rules
You need to be forced,
Don't pretend
Pushed and held down
Purple roses blooming on your skin
Bound
Cords and chains
sucking on bloody teeth
Used.
I know it's distressing
But isn't that the point?
These must be the things you crave
If not...
Do you really not know?
What is this ignorance?
You want from me
A poison apple to eat,
Beetles and worms.
You're a sharp stick
That I jab in my eye
I used to not know,
I played the game;
Now I do,
Now I don't.
You can't handle love
You cant handle even a mimic,
A gimp wrapped in black leather
Slick and Drooling.
Pretend you know,
I've know
for years 
for us both
No harm no foul.
Still I end the match love
A faggot on a leash
You didn't know,
I did.
You're not to blame,
How could you know?
Shoving your fingers in my mouth
Your ass on my crotch
How do you not?